7

to walk a billion mile
to inhale the air of whole earth
to taste the old truth
i left my home many many times
sometimes the sky is gray
sometimes clouds are red
i wonder the color of happiness
is it white or pink
i turned around and around
stuck in past lives
stuck in grieves
stuck in insanity
who made this clump of flesh
i wonder
i wonder
passing time tells me story
passing scenes provokes me think
think, think and realize
survive in such silly way
i wonder, i wonder..
all on a sudden...
an amazing bird from Pacitan
gave me love, gave me spirit
gave me tons of dreams
missing her, missing her
who flies in the air of Jawa...
i wonder, i wonder
i've started to smile
i've started to believe
i've started to build real dream
in the deep
so deep,
so deep of my dark soul,
where she lives always and will live forever
the bright loving bird of Pacitan

Nur

Nur

Nur

sky is everything you are
behind the sweetest reflection
amid the dream of dove and pigeon
smell of the sea and wave that you have
my closed eyes and frozen tears
the sculpture of the past and love
tears for my beloved sea
a huge laughter of sadness
may be i will fly away far, near your roof, or not
then you will see my shadow, my wing or miss everything